Carlene's Explosive Life *Blog* (R&R)

yeah he's a really good guy =]
he'll take care of me. he said once he goes active duty, which should be in about 2 years that i won't have to work. I can be his "personal secretary" hehe
it'd be the best job ever

haha awww!

hmmm maybe a lil too personal hahah just kidding!

awww nooooo
that's just a better name for a stay at home wife/ mom

mom????

oh yeah i forgot, you were talking to your boy about it while i was with you haha

lol not yet.. but he said he wants to start trying for babies..lol

oohhhh cool.

yeah i was kinda surprised when he said that, but i want to make sure we're stable before trying. which hopefully won't take too long. we're going to make beautiful babies

alrighty well i'm going to go to bed now everyone!!!!

19 more days left. =]

Soooo today was another fun filled day at work. Right now I'm just cooking dinner for myself. It's pretty fun!!!
My parents come back home tonight which will be nice. I've been pretty lonely.
I have three betta fish now..Yeah my friends thought it'd be funny to fight them so i rescued them..lol
but three?? and it sucks because they all can't be in the same bowl.

my babe bought me a divided fish bowl at petsmart. so i can have two betta fishes in the same bowl

yeah i'll probably end up getting one of those. but it's kinda cool to have the fish in my bathroom, room, and parents bathroom..hehe

oh and they don't know about the fish yet.. OOPS

eh, fishes dont make much mess anyways.
at least you dont have to clean up their pee and poop haha.

or vomit!!! hahahhaha
they're good listeners too. they don't interrupt

hahahaha

yes that is true.

I just had to catch up on your blog. I'm slacking. lol.. so.. I didn't know you and Benny were talking about babies already!! lol.. ... I want another baby! Not too long ago, a month or so, Eric said when he came home on R&R he wanted to try.. but who knows! He's been talking about babies for a long time.. uhm... what else... 3 fishy's... fun. haha. I had a beta once.. I had him for a long time and then he died. oh well.. I flushed him down the toilet! WOOO HOOO. So I hope your day was good.. I'm so exhausted. And I'm jealous too that you and Allie get to hang out. blah. jk jk

Yeah he just wants to make sure we're financially ready before we have babies. which i totally understand. so it'll most likely be when he finds a job after coming home from training. and the job he'll get will be starting out getting paid 6 figures!!!!! i was like HOLY SHEEP..lol So he said I can be a stay at home wifey if i want to. i don't think i could do that though. i'd want a part time job during the week if i could

6 figures! Awesome! I so want to be a stay at home mom and I have kids...at least for the first 3 years of their life...but that may change once I have them...haha.

Wow! 6 figures! thats awsome. If Kyle ever tells me i can be a stay at home mom i would love it! Ive always wanted to have kids and be a stay at home mom atleast for a little while.

gooood morning!!

good morning to you too!!!
what are you doing today? Nothing?!
WELLL you're hanging out with me.. that's what you're doing..hahaa I've already decided. hahahaha

actually the way he says my job will be his "personal secretary"
haahahha I would definitely love to be able to just take care of the house, clean, and make dinner for him everynight. it'd be awesome!!!

im going to fucking germany!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whattttt!?

that's awesome! but sadddd though =[

awww i'm going to miss you allie....but congrats!!

Sorry I haven't been on lately ladies!! I've been sooo busy.
Me and Allie first went to Luke Air Force Base on Tuesday so that's why I was gone all day then, and then we went to Ft Huachuca the next day which is 3 hours away!! so that took our whole day and all i wanted to do was sleep the next day. Then yesterday I went shopping and found an amazing dress....for guess what....
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MY WEDDING!!!!!

That's right...lol Benny and I decided we're going to get married really soon...19 days!! which is Christmas Eve!! I knew he was going to ask me but didn't think he'd want to really soon!! But I'm super excited because this is what I've wanted for a long time and I'll finally be able to be his wifey
He hasn't proposed officially, but I guess he's got four days before the wedding to do it!! I can't wait =]

WOOOOOO!!!!