☆ Kellee's Awesome Blog ☆ [●R&R●]

Omg you did it.

YOU CAN READ MINDS?

Haha yeah she's amazing.. that's all..

How was your day Kellee?

It was okay. How was yours?


Umm... mine was the same as usual. I hate that it's always the same.

Steven calls me and he does the same thing every day but so do I, so we're both like: you're boring.
Lol.

I see my therapist again in an hour.
I don't even know what I'm going to talk about. I have a hard time starting and keeping on track with the thoughts.

Yeah so do me and benny. but it's still nice to hear his voice
Goodluck at the therapist!! I don't really like mine. It's hard to open up to him

You know what's weird?

As open as I am, I didn't want a male therapist. Isn't that weird?
'Cause I don't mind sometimes seeing my male doctor/physician as opposed to my female, I don't even mind males doing ultrasounds and all that...
But I wanted a female therapist.

Why do you think it's hard to open up to him? Is he old?

how bout now kellee?

Thankies so much. :3 I can read!


...lol, I feel like I'm so old.

hmm hey on the way bottom there should be like a "permission" link.
and it will say "you have permission to moderate this forum" or something like that.

haha hey you're not old..shush

Admin wrote:hmm hey on the way bottom there should be like a "permission" link.
and it will say "you have permission to moderate this forum" or something like that.

Good thing you said that, because I was wondering the same thing! lol..

Oh.. and Kellee... how's it going?

Sooo
How was your therapist session?

Admin wrote:hmm hey on the way bottom there should be like a "permission" link.
and it will say "you have permission to moderate this forum" or something like that.

Oh! Well it showed up today.
It wasn't there yesterday, lol. Tricky thing. Okay. Thank you. xD Haha.

lovemysoldier23 wrote:

Admin wrote:hmm hey on the way bottom there should be like a "permission" link.
and it will say "you have permission to moderate this forum" or something like that.

Good thing you said that, because I was wondering the same thing! lol..

Oh.. and Kellee... how's it going?

I'm okay. I have to go to work right now. Boooo.

Carlene wrote:Sooo
How was your therapist session?

It was good. We made a lot of progress in the "how crazy my mom is" area and after a few more sessions we're going to try and find a way to bring her in too...

Since she's pretty much the source of all my depression issues. Ha...

Well hopefull your mom will go in too, and I hope it's helping you Kellee.

I think Steven fell asleep and we were having a SERIOUS conversation and I was totally upset.
I know it was 11 where he is but COME ON!

I am seriously hurt and I tried calling him 7 times. I have never done that.

I really don't think he's ignoring me but I can't believe he would fall asleep like that.

I know he can't help it if he's that tired but I just want to crawl in a corner and die.

*CRIES LOUDLY*

My mom is such a nutcase.

This place is so d-e-a-d.

hey. so whats going on with steven!?

Oh, we just had a weird misunderstanding.

It was odd.
He did fall asleep, though. And really apologized, but like I said, it was a misunderstanding.

So when we talked about it the next day, it was weird 'cause it all of the sudden made sense.

haha i hate when that happends. it happends a lot to me and my babe. haha

then the next day i feel like crap hahah

im glad you guys made up though. whens he coming home!

He's coming home for Christmas!

He's being a butthead and not telling me the exact day he is coming out.
He goes back home on the 2nd of January.

He wants to "surprise me" and all I know is he will be here on the 19th, 20th or 21st of this month.

I just wish the fucker would tell me the day so I don't want around, because I know I will. Grr.

So I was talking to Steven, and there was a real big spilling out of feelings tonight. ):

We were both totally bawling and there was stuff said that probably should have been said earlier, just about things... I mean, normal things.
Everything's cool, it was just... sucky...


I am so tired of crying in general...

yeah that can be real sucky.
me and my babe got into it last night and we said some stuff we knew was going to hurt eachothers feelings. we worked it out this mornin, hes flying in at 11 am so im gonna be m.i.a for a while.
so dont hate me.

im leaving your ass in charge of this site.
im thinking about just taking it off since not many ppl are even joining. but oh well.
i guess mig is coming back soon.